Now let us say, in a completely theoretical, non true, mythical situation, that you are debating doing something you are too embaressed to tell one of your best friends about…gotten into character? You really gotta use your imagination on this one, ‘cause I dont plan on sharing to many detail.
What are you doing?
You are not this person.
But then theres that little bit of you saying, HEY BRAIN, SHUT THE HELLL UP, IM ONLY NOT THAT PERSON BECAUSE IVE NEVER HAD THE OPPURTUNITY TO BE.
And after a while all you want to do is listen to Stars and do your math homework. Yeah, thats how far gone you are right now. You are actually dying to do math.
Because what you got going on inside you is anything but logical.
AND YOU WANT TO SCREAM(but cant because your dad will get scared.)
YOU WANT SOMEONE TO CHOOSE FOR YOU (but they wont because they are way too good friends.)
YOU JUST WANT….well, you dont know what you want. Thats pretty much the problem actually. Havent you been paying attention.
I just miss writing. Thats why Im doing this. Its different when Im writing.
So, what are you gonna do?
Let yourself be used? Because in the end, thats what this is. But maybe youll have FUN being used. Its nice to feel wanted. You know its making you feel nice. You wish you felt it more often.
(you kinda wish HE wanted you. But no, that would just be ridiculous, right?)
So, giving up, you write a blog, and go do math.
Tomorrow, youll think some more.
In the end though, whatever you do is going to be wrong.
But sometimes you gotta take risks, right? Have i ever, in my life.
Are you gonna?

“Youre good at everything. You just actually work on the things you love.”

I LOVE YOU.

GOODNIGHT WORLD
(goodnight moon)
(goodnight chair)
(goodnight needless ball of yarn on the floor)

-Kat
p.s good song DAYLIGHT-Matt and Kim